science fiction author, beatmaker, against fascism

Month: June 2026

Cultivating Boredom

New rule for self, as of today: no news, Reddit, YouTube, chess, social media, scrolling, or entertainment of any kind during weekdays (with exceptions for being outside walking–I don’t want to quit Pokemon GO).

It’s not that these activities are inherently bad, or even that they take up time, attention, energy, and willpower (though they certainly do). The main issue–at least for me–is that the endless entertainment and distraction made available via the internet too easily satisfies my mind’s constant need for novelty and stimulation.

So I’m never bored, or even close to bored. And that’s a problem.

When I’m bored or close to bored, the creative hallucinations set in. That’s what I want! The endless stream of ideas, both good and bad, that results from my mind trying to entertain itself.

As well as the desire to get up and move, even if it’s just to do chores or take a walk.

In the past I’ve tried rationing screen time, or setting up timers that block certain sites after x amount of minutes. But that never works. What I need is a simple rule, a commitment, that changes my mindset.

And I think understanding my why will help.

Wish me luck and perseverance!

New Story Acceptance

I’m excited to announce that my novelette The Portishead Tunnel will be published by GigaNotoSaurus on or around July 1st. LaShawn M. Wanak’s esteemed zine of long short fiction is one of the few publications to accept submissions of the awkward lengths where my stories often end up, and I’m extremely pleased that she’s pickup this one up.

The Portishead Tunnel will be the first published fiction in the Saint Arcology world that I’ve now been developing for several years. What happens when progressive eco-radical geneticists go rogue and start engineering anti-capitalistic solutions? This world explores that scenario.

Please visit GigaNotoSaurus for free online reading and/or to load up your e-reader with great fiction, and I’ll update this post when the story goes live.

My Big Weekend

My big weekend actually began on Thursday, sitting in the customer lounge of Albany Subaru, calculating how much time I had to finish the first draft of a remix. John Digweed was scheduled to play in San Francisco the following night, and thanks to some networking done by my friend and music collaborator Mark Musselman, we had a channel to get him some tracks. But I hadn’t made much progress on the remix, and it would take something of a miracle to get it into shape. You don’t want to send one of your favorite DJs something half-baked!

But then I remembered my 2026 motto. For the past few years I’ve been doing an annual motto instead of resolutions. A theme for the year, a few words to encapsulate what I’m focusing on or going for or just trying to remember. My 2026 motto is “Swing Big,” and when I remembered that I realized I had to at least try to finish a draft of the remix. Better to swing and miss than to let an easy pitch go by…

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